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Virgin Suicides - The next step to Eternity

its so hard being a simpleton in this century. You are exposed to hundreds of things which You dont even want to imagine. Why cant life be so simple? Why cant you just be alone and just be alone like that. I sometimes dream about being Men in Black not because of the hifi weapons but because In that movie they Declare it to Will smith that he wont exist. his name is stricken out and his passports and all his identity is stricken off and he is officially Dead. How good to live such a life? Some may argue this citing that family, friends and so many anonymous numbers of " Knowing you guys " may miss me. I tend to believe that such a thing doesent exist.

A friend may remember you for a week or may be a month , same goes for others. Some may not even bother whether you die or live? Who cares? People are in a rat race that has locked them up. I am in a rat race that has made my life miserable . I wake up every morning to go to a office where I imagine the rest of my life will go. There is nothing wrong in that and to be frank If i am doing anything then its because of my office but then I realise What next? Whats next in my life? Is running after monetary profits my only goal? Is living in a city which is slowly turning into a Machine which has no feelings, No emotions and it doesent Die.

Death they said heals all . Even the king and the pauper has to die. Recently there was an incident where A School boy was murdered by his friend because of a fight for a Seat. they were in 9th . I was telling this to a friend from jabalpur. She asks me why are you worried? I coundnt answer her I mean Whats wrong with me? is it just self realization that makes me understand that Someday I may go into a state where I wont care and there wont be anyone to think about me or my actions or speak about it. What a wonderful state of mind it will be . The original title of this entry was going to be " The day the Pig Swam " About my recent adventures into a river where I swam and i stayed motionless inside the water. It felt so so good. I have come to believe that the state of mind which a man can achieve through various accomplishments sometimes gets tarnished due to circumstances or unavoidable occassions. The best way to live life is to work hard and fight through it and then die in the end. Only then you can hear accolades from the People as Now everything is being done to please people or each other. May be someday you can be happy because of yourself.

Let there be light

P.S this above entry is crap I know it you know it and even the reader who hasnt read it knows it. I just wrote it because right now i am so so so so bored and Sometimes I believe its better to write than being bored.! God Bless America